28 December 2009

Say Goodbye to 2009 !! :)

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TAGGED BY Bear ♥

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Water
2. Last phone call : My beloved sister
3. Last text message : Dillon
4. Last song you listened to : BY2 - 不够成熟
5. Last time you cried : Watched drama :S


HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Yup !!
7. Been cheated : Ya. ><
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Had. I was stupid before. Sighs ><
9. Lost someone special : Hmm. Maybe no ? Because I will get one more soon.
10. Been depressed : When I'm alone and everyone didn't notice me.
11. Been drunk and threw up : Not so seriously ya.


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Black
13. White
14. Grey


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend : A lot. I wish to meet more and more in next year.
16. Fallen out of love : Ya. It looked like fireworks. x)
17. Laughed until you cried : Had. Happened a lot of touching stories aound me.
18. Met someone who changed you : Yes, thanks you !!
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yes !
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Good or bad ? Both also got I guess.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : No. :P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Innumerable. BFF =)
23. How many kids do you want? : One girl and one boy !! :)
24. Do you have any pets : No. Hope get a doggie soon.
25. Do you want to change your name : Nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Had a sweetie celebration with my buddies. x)
27. What time did you wake up today : 12.30 pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Chatting + Facebook.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : My eighteen birthday. xP
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Had dinner with her just now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I hope someone to be with me and share all of us.
32. What are you listening to right now : Peace ~!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : If I'm Jerry ? ^^
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Going to get my contact lens afterwards.
35. Most visited web page : Windows Live Messenger, blogspot, facebook, google ....
36. Whats your real name : Yap Scze Xing
37. Nicknames : Rachel ? Stingray ?
39. Zodiac sign : Pisces
40. Male or female : Female.
41. Elementary? : Good Baby Kindergarten
42. Middle School ? : SJK (C) Chong Hwa
43. High school / college ? : Chong Hwa Independent High School
44. Hair colour : Black and brown.
45. Long or short : Short.
46. Height : 163cm gua.
47. Do you have a crush on someone ? : Yes !! x)
48: What do you like about yourself ? : A strong but a little crack of the hearts.
49. Piercings : Four.
50. Tattoos : Nope.
51. Righty or lefty : Righty.


FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Nope.
53. First piercing: When I was four. :)
54. First best friend : Chiew Yen.
55. First sport you joined : I do not have athletic cell. =(
56. First vacation : Australia.
58. First pair of trainers: Chiew Yen ?


RIGHT NOW :

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : Smile !! =)
60. Drinking : Saliva ?
61. I'm about to : Answer those question. :S
62. Listening to : Falling for you
63. Waiting to : The arrival of tomorrow


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids ? : Yup !!
65. Get married? : I wish to marry a rich and handsome guy. x)
66. Career : Success + earn $$$


WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses : Kisses. *muacks*
69. Shorter or taller : Taller. Can be a model !! x)
70. Older or younger : Definitely younger ya. ><
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice stomach. I prefer S body shape. xP
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive ?!
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Both also dislike ya.


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor : A few.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : Ya. Careless-nya. ><
79. Sex on first date : Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart : Ya.
82. Been arrested : Nope.
83. Turned someone down : Maybe yes ?
84. Cried when someone died : Yes. They treated me good ya. :S
85. Fallen for a friend ? : I loved to play and rebel since Junior Middle Two


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : Of course.
87. Miracles : Ya. x)
88. Love at first sight : Yes. Maybe that's not good for me.
89. Heaven : Yes.
90. Santa Claus : No. I never receive x'mas present in the midnight.
91. Kiss on the first date : Ya. x)
92. Angels : Hmm. Yes.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : Yes. ;)
95. Did you sing today ? : Nope.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship ? : Yes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go : Since I am a kid. :)
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be ? : From this year, maybe got a lot. But for last year, I will say NO !!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Nope. I love to love U. x)
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : Sure !!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.


I tag :

Annabel, Bear, Weili, Cherry, Elinen, Alyn, Shalane, Steph, Valerie, Wei Hsing, Yvonne, Thian Qian, Kok Wai.

07 December 2009

Escape. No way !

Today, finally take a deep breath. Heart is always stuffy, and I do not know what is that ....





Hmm. After exam we went to eat vegetarian., then Qi Dong dropped us at Brem Mall for a movies. Twilight New Moon. At the beginning of movie I'm still fuzzy state, because I did not very know all the characters and plot. After watched, the feeling ? I did not know what to say.



If one day I changed to what seemed to Bella to wait as her beloved, then what will be happen ?

Forget, you must call me silly, idiot, and told me it was not worth it, but those I know and understand it, is it really so easy to do ? I am making every effort forward to do it now.



A reality that I have to accept.
You dedicate me courage, please.

01 December 2009

He and I signed a divorce agreement.



Time blink of an eye again came to the end of this year. Now go back a look, there are always a lot of things have been I have missed, ignored, or even regret. Is really too late, and not always so fortunate to get an U-turn, missed should say good-bye.



Confined and wronged myself to love a person would be too hard. However, the courage to love a person, nor is it a very easy task. I never want to be a third party, but do not want to wander without any hope of love. It brings nothing but only pain and hate.


I only hope that next year's luck with the opposite sex prosperous, but not rotten. I need happiness, and love that you can give me.







Start from Junior three their love, I have watched their love grow up has been four years since unknowingly. I felt very envious of them, and each other's trust, intentions, care, concern. Among bit by bit, must be properly treasured. Because some of the things you loved can't find in the next paragraph of love already.