07 December 2009

Escape. No way !

Today, finally take a deep breath. Heart is always stuffy, and I do not know what is that ....





Hmm. After exam we went to eat vegetarian., then Qi Dong dropped us at Brem Mall for a movies. Twilight New Moon. At the beginning of movie I'm still fuzzy state, because I did not very know all the characters and plot. After watched, the feeling ? I did not know what to say.



If one day I changed to what seemed to Bella to wait as her beloved, then what will be happen ?

Forget, you must call me silly, idiot, and told me it was not worth it, but those I know and understand it, is it really so easy to do ? I am making every effort forward to do it now.



A reality that I have to accept.
You dedicate me courage, please.

01 December 2009

He and I signed a divorce agreement.



Time blink of an eye again came to the end of this year. Now go back a look, there are always a lot of things have been I have missed, ignored, or even regret. Is really too late, and not always so fortunate to get an U-turn, missed should say good-bye.



Confined and wronged myself to love a person would be too hard. However, the courage to love a person, nor is it a very easy task. I never want to be a third party, but do not want to wander without any hope of love. It brings nothing but only pain and hate.


I only hope that next year's luck with the opposite sex prosperous, but not rotten. I need happiness, and love that you can give me.







Start from Junior three their love, I have watched their love grow up has been four years since unknowingly. I felt very envious of them, and each other's trust, intentions, care, concern. Among bit by bit, must be properly treasured. Because some of the things you loved can't find in the next paragraph of love already.













25 November 2009

The Sun rise from east.

Examinations were divisions of a paragraph again and to be continue next week. I have just returned home and felt hungry stomach, so I cooked a Maggi Hot Cup. But I really no mood to eat, because my heart is in tears, or still bleeding ?




Yap Scze Xing !!!! You're not a very hard-hearted ? Soft-hearted is not your style, everything you are self-inflicted, and not other people's fault. You cannot blame someone else.



It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.




The Earth's rotation would not stop because of him, and I still want to color my life. Perhaps my point was not his to stay so I still have to choose to continue flying. Now I should do it for our love of painting to a successful conclusion. ♥



Thinking : Do not know where my next stop it ?

22 November 2009

I quit.

I look forward to get a sweet kiss in the heart. There is no such feeling for a long time. I know that from now on, I do not longer day-dreaming, because he could no longer belongs to me.
Although he had been promised a commitment to me, so what ?
I'll never guessing his heart. I am really fail.
I am sorry, I do not lack self-confidence, but I really do not know how to continue my love.

21 November 2009

Love in a Flash.



烟花绽放的那一瞬间

它的魅力无法阻挡
可是当它消失的那一刻
总是令每一个人失望
观看的每一个人都无法预测它的结束
只能享受当中的完美
.
他我的爱情 .... 是烟花吗 ? 
.
结束了, 就只能在心里留恋 ?
不知道现在的他 ..... 是不是和我一样 ?
在我们的爱 ... 继续绽放烟花
让它永不停止 ... 好吗?