29 April 2010

I got a big smile on my face today.


Chinese New Year's gathering ....




Had a surprised eighteen birthday night !


Had fun while working together. x)



Sweet dating with her always, every time !




Chui Thing and I. :)




Do you remember last year you sat next to me ? Maybe that's my "bad" luck to meet up you. :P Together we have been a good student, also was a bad student. Hiding in the toilet, just to avoid the discipline teacher cut our hair. Then once the hair is cut, we will start comforting each other, and then curse them together. Really very childish and funny ! XD

She would teach me bookkeeping, and I will teach her math. Morning we will sleep together, after that we desperately to do homework together. During class, she concentrates on lectures and taking notes, I would sit next to the daze. Organize notes is made a return to her. Now, she is super miss my prepared notes.

We have become each other's love expert and psychologist. Perhaps Kok Wai was always listening to our dialogue, unconsciously learned a lot, and now he is more happiness than we do. At that time he often didn't understand our conversation, and then he said we only were asking for trouble.

No one hundred points, only fifty points of two people. Do you still remember this phrase ? I have often told you before, this sentence is really interesting, in regard to family, friends, lovers or even the working partners, to remind me not to make a fuss of everyone.

Now we recall the story, really lost count of. Contained between all the joy, work hard, attempts, failures, sadness, argue, misunderstanding, gossip, secret ....
Of course there are many, many.




25 April 2010

I am double S - Silly & Stupid. XP




New Arrived !

Come to have a look.





Q : " What are you selling here ? "

A : "Mr. Right, I am promoting my love right now. Would you like to have a try with me ? This is my pleasure to serve you."





06 April 2010

Apple was born in April.


Yesterday, I met with them at Time Square. Chatted with them, no matter what topic we were talking very congenially, very happy. :) Everyone enjoyed, and not willing to go home. Through translucent curtains, they were secretly watching other people's intimate action. They had too funny. LOL !

































27 March 2010

I am a coward, so what ?


Because you, I lost a sense of security.

Because you, I lost my self-confidence.

Because you, I lost the principle.

Because you, I lost my
rational.

Because you, I lost my possession.

Because you, I lost pursued.

Because you, I lost friends.

Because you, I shed a tear.

Because you, I would prefer to give up.

Because you, a
ll these are my voluntary.







But, I'm sorry, I did not have the courage to love you.


20 March 2010

I can read your mind, but you can't.














Today is Saturday. I had fun with U !

18 March 2010

You are my sweet and tasty drug.


2nd Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010

Date : 18th to the 21nd of March 2010.

Venue: Putrajaya @ Precinct 2, adjacent to the Monument Alaf Baru.

Time : To stretch the event time from 7am to 9pm.


These events / activities include :

  • Tethered hot air balloon rides
    • 5 hot air balloons for tethered rides for the public
    • Operating hours from 8am – 11am and 6pm – 9pm
    • Tickets: RM10 for adults and RM5 for children.
  • Para-motors / para-gliders show
  • Remote control aircraft flying display
  • Kite flying
  • Helicopter rides
    • Operating hours: Saturday and Sunday, 9am-2pm
  • Outdoor games for children : Inflatables, clowns, magic shows, sphere rides.
  • Extreme games
  • Carnival favorites / funfair booths : Face Painting, Sand Arts for Kid’s, Mehendi art painting for the kids & ladies, Cool Stick on Tattoos, etc ....
  • Competitions : Coloring, paper airplane, photograph of the day, lantern.
  • Concession Booths : Exhibit / Display / Product Sampling booths.
  • Fireworks display: Finale for night glow.





I'm coming ! x)

16 March 2010

I am here to shout " I love you ! ".









3 days, 36 hours, Onion and I worked there. :)


Sometimes we take turns squatting on the ground to rest, complain of our tiredness, countdown to the daily working hours, fight for our three hundred bucks, together with the very tired mood to go home.




The next day when going to pack and clean, we discovered that stock-check-list was missing. Because that cleaner came to clean up garbage, we did not look up those papers and threw away. Then a big and bad case was coming .... =X



3 days, 36 hours, finally was over ! Goodbye. x)





# This is work in exchange for a three-day fatigue, and cannot compare fail to get your love is not even hard, tired, pained. #

09 March 2010

You are a secret-liar.

Why his few words can be messed up my mind whole day ?

He missed me, am I not ? He wanted to see me, am I not ?





Every individual, every word, every thing, every lesson, every warning, why do I know that it is a trap, it is a wall, I am still going to do that ?













28 February 2010

A flirt-love story about his soul.

Now I am thinking of your fuzzy shadow. The day was our first day smiled and talked with each other. At that time our eyes began to stare each other, followed each other in all, everything. After the day, do you also think of me ?

I once again to go for, please ?
Do you belong to me ? Playing cards in the said third party on my opponent do ? If is really her, then I should do ?





Super miss you !




Listening to : Dance With My Father.



26 February 2010

Make me immortal with a kiss. ♥

Quit is a good thing ? Now I seem to lack a little self-confidence and the courage to love a person.

God, tell me when will there be a boy deeply in love with me ? Tomorrow, after a week or month or year ?

I'm waiting for the boy here.

Yesterday I went to visit Teacher Lai's house.
His house was very lively, interesting. We were gambling, chatted, laughed, had KFC and also played game. Girls were gossiping while boys were watching football. They used playing cards to predict the situation between me and him, our fate, troubled too. That was fun and amazing too ! x) I was very greedy. I predicted three boys in my mind. Three different outcomes, three different ways, three different opinions,three different choices .... I did !

However, I really can't fathom their hearts. One of him, has a good impression of me ? This is what I want to know. Perhaps now I am really very keen to be loved that feeling.





Love Quote for today :

I never say no, not because I am willing to, because I love you. I have never angry, not because I did not temper, because I love you. I have never cried, not because I do not have tears, because I love you !



13 February 2010

You came and looked at me, and disappear again.




Photography is magic that takes an instant and transforms it into something everlasting.

















Between me and him is not only a very short memories, and we have not even a photograph. Quite regret of this.

The only thing I am pleased that I have Stitch, maybe later I will not be returned it to him, unless I hate him, I hate him !

I was just briefly told Cherry then she asked me, " You let me feel you are very happy, still love him ? " At that time I also question myself. Gosh ! Do I really .... ?

When I face the mirror, from my eyes to see myself, in the end my heart still love him ya ?
!

My heart there is no answer, in fact, I should be better than anyone else knows it well enough. Eyes wide open and deceived others, but so what ? Others will not suffer losses, injuries of the self only.

Perhaps I still willfulness, stubbornness, duplicity and refuse to face it, and do not know how to protect myself.




When you came, you were like red wine and honey, and the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness. When you left, you were like a killer, and stab in my chest knife.




03 February 2010

A silly girl in the world !

Last night I could not sleep in bed a daze, I was holding Stitch and missed him. Am I a super silly girl ? He is in a relationship with his lover now. Then, what was I doing ? Sometimes I laugh at myself. He could not become my future, reluctantly to have him in my future, so why let me in suffer again ?


Before she told me do not let love become my everything,
because once I lost love that I have nothing. Finally, she also stressed that one should not blindly love people, especially our girls, in addition to love a girls should have more, different, perfect things.


In fact, don't we often hear that the truth ? However, we are still the same. Even if this time we fail, the next time we will still make those mistakes. So what ? We are human. We all need love. Love, its magic, its charm, its moisture, its enthusiasm, its attractions, its explosive power ! Do you can stop it ?

Let go and let love sneak into our hearts !


Take it easy ! I am not going to do something to hurt myself. Just wanna myself be happiness more. x)





31 January 2010

A kiss flies to your lips.






Guy, I feel your warm lips at this moment !



At least you aren't my good partner, or even best friend. I wanna you be my boyfriend ! Let me to catch up your flower-heated.


I swear, I love you !

22 January 2010

I am vent, I am upset, I am confused.





There are 24 days is necessary to say 'Gong Xi Fa Cai'. Recent most of the people are in the planning how to spend the New Year, right ? I am also waiting for every weekend, because only these two days my friends have time to accompany me out, but .... up to now they have not ignored me. :S
I'm waiting for you all, don't you know ?









Do you know sometimes I really feel that I'm very hateful ? Always like to imagine things could not have happened, pursuit a period of love can not be owned by, expect the beloved and I have a happy ending.



Do you think I am very stupid ?





18 January 2010

Temporarily forget about all of this, perhaps in better shape.



Past few days my phone no response, I think I already should adapt to this situation, because all in all is not dominated by me.
But I wanted to hurry away from such a life, might actually be too boring. To stay at home doing nothing, reading a series until midnight, I am fallen, right ?

I have just chat with him, he said that the enjoyment of college life in the pretty, but are sometimes too busy to breathe, when I think of when I will become what ? I can handle it well ? Perhaps now these too pointless for me, and do not think about them first.









Sweet Love Quote for today is :

' There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved. '- George Sand


08 January 2010

I am a soft-shell crab.


Today is the eighth day of the year 2010.

Just under a downpour, cool air oncoming to my face.

If the cool air
can let me clear a little, then I like rainy days.
If when I look up to the sky to see the sun can bring blessings and hope, then, that I like sunny days.
If the dark gray of the sky can help to hide my feelings of loneliness and wonder, then I like cloudy days.

Three half-hearted mind how it will be a calm mood ?

Maybe now I am still unclear about how my heart is not put down. I spent several months dimly. Sometimes I think I have done, sometimes because of him my feeling seems ups and downs.

Maybe I'm not used to no one to share, care, love of the moment.

28 December 2009

Say Goodbye to 2009 !! :)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

TAGGED BY Bear ♥

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Water
2. Last phone call : My beloved sister
3. Last text message : Dillon
4. Last song you listened to : BY2 - 不够成熟
5. Last time you cried : Watched drama :S


HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Yup !!
7. Been cheated : Ya. ><
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Had. I was stupid before. Sighs ><
9. Lost someone special : Hmm. Maybe no ? Because I will get one more soon.
10. Been depressed : When I'm alone and everyone didn't notice me.
11. Been drunk and threw up : Not so seriously ya.


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Black
13. White
14. Grey


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend : A lot. I wish to meet more and more in next year.
16. Fallen out of love : Ya. It looked like fireworks. x)
17. Laughed until you cried : Had. Happened a lot of touching stories aound me.
18. Met someone who changed you : Yes, thanks you !!
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yes !
20. Found out someone was talking about you : Good or bad ? Both also got I guess.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : No. :P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Innumerable. BFF =)
23. How many kids do you want? : One girl and one boy !! :)
24. Do you have any pets : No. Hope get a doggie soon.
25. Do you want to change your name : Nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Had a sweetie celebration with my buddies. x)
27. What time did you wake up today : 12.30 pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Chatting + Facebook.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : My eighteen birthday. xP
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Had dinner with her just now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I hope someone to be with me and share all of us.
32. What are you listening to right now : Peace ~!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : If I'm Jerry ? ^^
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Going to get my contact lens afterwards.
35. Most visited web page : Windows Live Messenger, blogspot, facebook, google ....
36. Whats your real name : Yap Scze Xing
37. Nicknames : Rachel ? Stingray ?
39. Zodiac sign : Pisces
40. Male or female : Female.
41. Elementary? : Good Baby Kindergarten
42. Middle School ? : SJK (C) Chong Hwa
43. High school / college ? : Chong Hwa Independent High School
44. Hair colour : Black and brown.
45. Long or short : Short.
46. Height : 163cm gua.
47. Do you have a crush on someone ? : Yes !! x)
48: What do you like about yourself ? : A strong but a little crack of the hearts.
49. Piercings : Four.
50. Tattoos : Nope.
51. Righty or lefty : Righty.


FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Nope.
53. First piercing: When I was four. :)
54. First best friend : Chiew Yen.
55. First sport you joined : I do not have athletic cell. =(
56. First vacation : Australia.
58. First pair of trainers: Chiew Yen ?


RIGHT NOW :

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : Smile !! =)
60. Drinking : Saliva ?
61. I'm about to : Answer those question. :S
62. Listening to : Falling for you
63. Waiting to : The arrival of tomorrow


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids ? : Yup !!
65. Get married? : I wish to marry a rich and handsome guy. x)
66. Career : Success + earn $$$


WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses : Kisses. *muacks*
69. Shorter or taller : Taller. Can be a model !! x)
70. Older or younger : Definitely younger ya. ><
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice stomach. I prefer S body shape. xP
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive ?!
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Both also dislike ya.


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor : A few.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : Ya. Careless-nya. ><
79. Sex on first date : Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart : Ya.
82. Been arrested : Nope.
83. Turned someone down : Maybe yes ?
84. Cried when someone died : Yes. They treated me good ya. :S
85. Fallen for a friend ? : I loved to play and rebel since Junior Middle Two


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : Of course.
87. Miracles : Ya. x)
88. Love at first sight : Yes. Maybe that's not good for me.
89. Heaven : Yes.
90. Santa Claus : No. I never receive x'mas present in the midnight.
91. Kiss on the first date : Ya. x)
92. Angels : Hmm. Yes.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : Yes. ;)
95. Did you sing today ? : Nope.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship ? : Yes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go : Since I am a kid. :)
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be ? : From this year, maybe got a lot. But for last year, I will say NO !!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Nope. I love to love U. x)
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : Sure !!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.


I tag :

Annabel, Bear, Weili, Cherry, Elinen, Alyn, Shalane, Steph, Valerie, Wei Hsing, Yvonne, Thian Qian, Kok Wai.

07 December 2009

Escape. No way !

Today, finally take a deep breath. Heart is always stuffy, and I do not know what is that ....





Hmm. After exam we went to eat vegetarian., then Qi Dong dropped us at Brem Mall for a movies. Twilight New Moon. At the beginning of movie I'm still fuzzy state, because I did not very know all the characters and plot. After watched, the feeling ? I did not know what to say.



If one day I changed to what seemed to Bella to wait as her beloved, then what will be happen ?

Forget, you must call me silly, idiot, and told me it was not worth it, but those I know and understand it, is it really so easy to do ? I am making every effort forward to do it now.



A reality that I have to accept.
You dedicate me courage, please.

01 December 2009

He and I signed a divorce agreement.



Time blink of an eye again came to the end of this year. Now go back a look, there are always a lot of things have been I have missed, ignored, or even regret. Is really too late, and not always so fortunate to get an U-turn, missed should say good-bye.



Confined and wronged myself to love a person would be too hard. However, the courage to love a person, nor is it a very easy task. I never want to be a third party, but do not want to wander without any hope of love. It brings nothing but only pain and hate.


I only hope that next year's luck with the opposite sex prosperous, but not rotten. I need happiness, and love that you can give me.







Start from Junior three their love, I have watched their love grow up has been four years since unknowingly. I felt very envious of them, and each other's trust, intentions, care, concern. Among bit by bit, must be properly treasured. Because some of the things you loved can't find in the next paragraph of love already.













25 November 2009

The Sun rise from east.

Examinations were divisions of a paragraph again and to be continue next week. I have just returned home and felt hungry stomach, so I cooked a Maggi Hot Cup. But I really no mood to eat, because my heart is in tears, or still bleeding ?




Yap Scze Xing !!!! You're not a very hard-hearted ? Soft-hearted is not your style, everything you are self-inflicted, and not other people's fault. You cannot blame someone else.



It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.




The Earth's rotation would not stop because of him, and I still want to color my life. Perhaps my point was not his to stay so I still have to choose to continue flying. Now I should do it for our love of painting to a successful conclusion. ♥



Thinking : Do not know where my next stop it ?